Why am I a  “Voice of Divine Feminine?”
(Good question!)

I have no letters after my name, no books published, no fancy degrees (although I do have a BFA from Julliard’s Drama department, but that’s another story). I have no ambition to market myself as an expert on anything.

In January 2019, after a life-time of spiritual study and practice, I was “kidnapped” into an unplanned spiritual retreat that lasted the entire year and continues as I write this. I began to experience a dive deep inward. (Ready or not!) It was time for my entire belief system (everything I thought to be true) to be investigated, scrutinized, questioned, chopped up and served back up to me with a smackdown to my Ego. My life changed completely and radically.

Spiritual initiations (especially the unplanned variety) can be messy and often excruciating. This period began as great confusion and chaos as my old paradigms (beliefs and habitual patterns) were brought to light, questioned and dissolved. There were tears, lots of shadow work, endless questions (that led to more questions), middle-of-the-night wake-up calls that led to meditation and downloads (which is information existing “in the Quantum Field” which becomes conscious when the vibration of the person and the vibration of the information are a match). I kept odd hours, backed out of working, canceled my social life, and committed to this process as my primary focus.

Turns out, the less I knew and the more I surrendered to the unknown, the freer, more unattached, more joyous I became. I began to experience a state of Bliss. My connection in 5D with my Twin Flame was the catalyst for my willingness to embrace this beautiful journey into unknown territory, as well as the impetus to stay the course and be patient and persistent. I forged through the fear, surrendered, trusted, let go and received.

Usually around 3:30 AM I am woken up, sometimes to meditate, sometimes with the insistence to “Get up! Get a pen! Write this down!”… so I do. Sometimes I receive essays or poetry, sometimes flashes of insight in the form of riddles or enigmas, and sometimes I receive experiences or visions. In reviewing, contemplating, transcribing and editing the messages that I receive, I learn a new way of perceiving (so-called) reality. The information in the downloads is new to me, and leads me to conduct research on the topics I receive.

I read and study everything I can about Divine Feminine, Tantra, Hieros Gamos, Twin Flames, Quantum Physics, and the importance and methodologies of balancing masculine and feminine energies. I began to put the puzzle pieces together to form a holistic picture of humanity’s old paradigm, “Confused Masculine”, (which is dissolving), and the new paradigm, “Divine Feminine” (which is being brought in). I call the current transition between the paradigms “The Shift”. Sometimes the puzzle pieces re-arrange themselves and fit together in a different and unexpected way. (This is not a linear process!) I am being given information and simultaneously being educated as to how this information is relevant and significant to humanity as we navigate this shift.

I understand (in no uncertain terms) that now I must make these insights and ideas accessible to others. I am offering this website as a place to share these downloads, as well as other resources and modalities that I have either discovered in my research or that have been valuable to me on my spiritual path.

I hope this site can be a resource for those who recognize that huge changes are taking place for Mother Earth and Mankind, her children. If we embrace the chaos of change as a precious opportunity to “think different”, we can co-create a completely New World Order. In our search for meaning, in our search for new ways of thinking and being, we must bravely question the status quo and engage openly and transparently with each other.